Oh ya, I know my results are not exactly 'glorious', but I'm contented with them. I know I put in my best, I really did.. So I embrace them with a happy heart. =) ( Just get me into NUS arts!!!)However some just can't find joy in getting an odd 'C' amidst the 'A's... Oh what miserable life.
Those are the ones who make people go "Whatever... *roll eyes*" Lol...
Not that I'm mean la, but it's just a spontaneous reaction.. waha..

And btw, regarding my GP, I give no credits to myself, but all to God. My standard was only 47 for prelim (and Sally was trying so hard to make it 50, but to no avail). I wrote on women's right, maybe it helps too that I am a little feministic. Waha.. You can refer to my 14 Nov 2006 post which I wrote after GP exam. It's really amazing what God has done. Sth which I will never forget..

God, thanks for that miracle.

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To digress, they say 'A leopard will never change its spots.' I used to view that with a little skepticism as I believe that no matter how 'bad' someone is, he (as in a general term) can always change for the better... That's why I'm really into this whole counselling thing.. However when someone keeps betraying your trust, it gets a little exhausting to cling on to that hope that some day (just some day....) he will change. It gets a little frustrating that you have to keep forgiving him when it's always back to square 1. And not many things can be shoved aside like your old textbooks... Some things creep right under your skin.

Well, maybe a leopard can really change its spots? Maybe when it ages and matures.. When the melanin concentration drops? Or maybe it's me? Maybe I should look at the leopard at a totally new angle? Maybe I'm being idealistic to think that I can change those spots?

It's people like that that make me realise I am not as patient as I thought I was... Not as forgiving as I thought I could be... And so forth. However, it's through them that your inside starts to grow and issues you made a big fuss over begin to seem trivial to you now..

So ya... I think we need more of these people........... Er... Maybe....